November 28, 2008

Uncertainty

What was concealed under your skin?

You had no obvious facial expressions. I tried not to lose my cool. However, clumsy as I was, I kept slipping my tongue. You laughed at me with a gentle smile. That was it. It was like the stone sinking in the still lake. The aroused ripples disappeared, and the lake became still again. Just like your heart.

What kind of person were you?

Walking into your room, I was not shocked by the mess. Maybe that scene was just similar to my room. I got a sense of familiarity from the look of your face, the things in your room, and the voices of your speech. Somewhat strange, but sort of charming.

Was my impulse because of your innocent eyes, sense of humor, great body shape?

My nervousness blocked me from feeling the excitement of your touch. Only a little bit scrape from your beard. I love your beard which delegately accessorized your face. Your breath revealed much masculine. Lying in your arms, I breathed at the same speed as you, listening to your heartbeat.